CONFUSED and RESTLESS!!! :-/

hey all!!!

im back again with a little confusion and restlessness in my mind. to many things in mind and im unable to see anything clearly.  :(

well for the last few days i have been happy from inside but still not happy in my mind. my mind is thinking a lot and seeing to many things. (good and bad)
i actually walked into my ex and now v r back. v wanna take it further from here but complications r to many in r way. i have always learnt to fight the right and find solutions for all the problems that come my way.....but this time it seems a little difficult.
this time its about someone whom i never ever wanna hurt in life. and im standing on a point whr i might have to choose one side outta 2. it aint gonna b easy i know....can see it, sense it.
the silence that surrounds us is an indication that a big storm is on r way and v gotta be prepared to face it. except this time im kinda torn in two parts. my loyalty is gonna b tested.....family or heart! 8-!

v 2 have spoken over it and also know how difficult its gonna be. but i dont know y, for some random reasons....i feel he is forcing himself into it. im worried for him, i want him to b happy. i just hope....tis aint bcos he fears he would lose me if he doesnt stand up now. (honestly, im just thinking abt him and not myself in any way)
are families will agree........wont agree.......i know nothing. but yes, it aint a path laid with rose petals. i see, we see more of thorns in it.
we both have spoken so much on it that v r kinda annoyed now.

over the 3 yrs that had us apart....v have individually faced so much up/downs in life that v r actually keeping that hardship in front of us before taking this step. and i personally have gone bad with words.... :(
i know i might be wrong, but i truly feel im forcing myself upon him which i shouldnt be doing. and i should draw a line somewhere.
but again.......if not him, who else will i share myself with? if its him, should i not be giving him the respect and honor of knowing my better and also a chance to understand me after all the changes that have taken place in me and in my life???
i should be!!! its his right and also my duty.
base of all relations should start on trust and honesty along with respect and love.

so yes, i think its good if v two sort it before its way to late and also if v r bad with words....im sure v can clear the misunderstandings the way v do....with r love.
yup, i think this is the right way.

i know.....i started my blog with some negativity in my mind...but as i was finding words to express myself and inking it down...images were falling into place and im able to find a solution for my issues.

I am gonna stand up for my words and take responsibility of my deeds...and also make sure i do not get ditched.
clarity is very important when certain major decisions r taken in life....marriage is a big step and clarity is very important in dis issue.
im gonna sort it with my guy and then v will take a step. no forcing, no compromises....or emotional atyachar. nope!!!! nothing negative here on.

so people if any of u find urself in similar kinda situation pls sit back and think. dont hide from ur partner ever, that would b the biggest mistake in ur relation.
u have to trust ur partner and discuss all the up/down so no awful situations arrive in future.
u may have random things in mind...but when u start talking, all falls in place. talking is the part v humans avoid always. v fear that the person in front of us might think v r fools. but no, they only respect us cos they know v believe them and r by them today and forever. :)

so speak!!!! and all will b fine.....

yup, i have been a little random and philosophical today...but hey, its my thoughts and now i feel good.
i dont know if my blog makes sense to any of u reading it....but its about me and not u. so i wont sit and give explanations on it to anyone of u.
talking....sharing.......helps!

take care all!!
keep smiling!!

trying to figure out the........

hey all!!!!

yes, im back again today with loads of confusion and a little whining.

well today im gonna share a bit of my inner turmoil. as i mentioned earlier, my marriage talk r happening at home. proposals come.....go and loads of tensions.

being in india and from a marwari family, kundali matching is very important.

so yeah, lotta astrologers r being visited. well let me inform u, i have 2 brothers and cousins in r family who r also of my age and above age.......so proposals being looked for them as well. so astrologers house is our second address  :P

and in all this hush push......all i get to understand is, its good to believe in ur birth chart a little but NOT completely. cos these things totally ruin ur ability to understand, think, decide, explain and most of all stand up for ur judgements in life be it for good or bad. and im off all this now....i dont trust any of these things anymore.

anymore, bcos till 2 months back i was kinda trying to sit with my mom or elder sister and find out wats in my future. curiosity took the better of me and i was actually not using my brains for anything. all i thought of was that wat r birth charts say is right and nothing, not even any kinda change.....changes r life. 

but now.......i disagree to all this.  i believe if v r true in r heart, honestly wish for something and work towards it....everything is possible. may b v wont benefit from it 100%, but something is better than nothing.

its easy to regret in life, but hard to fight...and fighting r way out in life with a smile is always a very satisfying feeling.

and yes this fight in life...with life is always more nicer when v have a company. that company whose presence makes all the difference in r life and whose smile makes us forget everything thats wrong. solutions become easier and the difficulties seem nothing.

i found thats someone of mine back, i think....or atleast im trying to fight it from the destiny and convince my destiny to accept it and fit it in its plans for good. for my smile which i lost on my way in life...

this new fight is gonna be difficult and the result is unknown, still....without a try im not gonna sit back. bcos i dont wanna regret things later.

well, i know im sort of unclear in my blog, still, its okay! im sure most of u out thr must b facing the same problems in life. so this situation aint new......

anyways, im gonna keep u guys updated with everything through my blog and twitter.

cant disclose the details so soon cos broken images make no sense to anyone in this world. a clear picture is always required to understand and judge the whole picture correctly.

till then.....stay happy all!!

keep smiling!!

and take care!!!

launch!!!

hey all!!!

launch of my website, not mine though.
launching website for dad's business and im gonna handle it.

its been a while i lost touch with my field (fashion designing and styling). earlier i was marketing new offers for resorts and travels, not gonna handle website and market something which is completely new to me.
the most scary thing is.....NUMBERS!! :(

i hate numbers cos im extremely bad with it. tried all means to polish myself it in, but.......... let me not say anything more on it.
anyways...dis idea of launching the website came to me 1 day when i was randomly tweeting. i saw my cousin tweet about his business with various offers. and also learnt about the feed back he got from it. he has so many followers and the way they r curious to know about various varieties in sweets and savories is simply surprising and honestly i was impressed with it.
infact all the tweets he got is something that forced me to give this website launch a thought. one thing that i said to myself was...
"if bhai can do it....i can definitely do it". and i started working on it immediately.
spoke to my frnd (brijesh) and believe me when i started working on it, i thought i knew nothing.
but after a meeting with brijesh, brinda and michele (all 3 work together) i was quite surprised myself about all i knew and was unaware of it.
for ones i was happy that i did my ground work well and was able to give in my best to all present at the meeting.
we started working on it full swing and now.....in a week il launch the website and hope to grow the business in a new way for good :)

uh........honestly speaking, i have left behind fashion industry way behind and now all i have been doin in workin on anything but designing or styling.
travel packages to new places (Still can be understood, as i have always had love to travel and do something in dis field), but the sudden jump into hotel business is surprising. its a family business and i have seen how it works since a child....but i never knew i had so much liking towards it.

the way i spoke and showed slides as to how v could profit through the website was shocking to my parents and friends. hmmmmm....me as well. :P

but yeah, now that i have taken it on me...im gonna work on it full time and enjoy it to the fullest. :)
one thing i learnt from my parents is "if u have taken a work in hand, do it with a smile bcos the choice is ur's. so no point crying".
i have always kept their words in mind and gonna follow it no matter how hard i feel its gonna get.
its a completely new area for me so im kinda scared a little....all is gonna be new, people i deal with, questions, ways, techniques, handling clients, inventory, orders, follow up........all!

scared!!!!! i hope i dont let my parents down, they really expecting a lot from me and its sort of got in my mind. and so the fear has doubled :(

but il do it.....try my best to not let them down.

take care all!!
keep smiling!

tada......

my bossy!!!

hey all!!!

ever wondered if u have a friend you can look back on at any time of day/night or at any given situation in life???
you should, bcos after family....if anyone is gonna be by u, its gonna be this friend of ur's.

so yes i have this friend of mine, whom i call bossy. his real name is brijesh sereno!!
a darling person in this whole wide world. best nature, best character, best friend or family anyone can have and extremely polite n chilled out.
call him at any time anywhr and he is thr for u. but yes, just bcos he is a nice person u cant take him for granted.
after all........its r duty to respect a person for wat and who he is.

i love my bossy and so does my family. he is more like an elder brother to me. caring......loving......tries to dominate but fails to do so...... a chick at times :P and extremely responsible person.
his family is even better than him and his wife is a sweetheart.

one things he hates abt me, my clothes! always finds it less on my body. and yes, my girly behavior (which i usually bring up only when with him).
laughs at my ongoing updates he finds on BBM. r common love is....animated movies, coffees and discussing our common business and fun times with frnds.
i love to tease him and get angry when he doesnt keep me happy :P
if ever life allows him commit a mistake (he usually doesnt commit any), then he lands up doing it in front of me by mistake.......and lands up having his foot in his own mouth for life.

i met him through my ex-boyfrnd. and have maintained this friendship since then.
brijesh (bossy) is a support to me when im low and fun when im happy :D

but all said and done.......he the best person/friend and family anyone can have in this world.
and everyone in this world has the rights to have someone like BRIJESH in their life.

so yeah, go ahead people and find ur mr or ms brijesh and smile always for having them in ur life.
u'll feel lucky to have them. trust me!!!

thanks for all the love, care, fun u have had with me and guidance u have given me for life in life to lead a better future.

THANK U BOSSY!!
loads of love and good luck to michele and u in life :D
god bless u both!
stay happy and keep smiling!!
muah!!!

P.S:- if i left out on anything, sorry!

mess!!!

hey all!!!

well today im gonna share with you the nightmare i had whole of last week.

my mom got me a proposal. and understand!!! :P
well, this guy happens to be the son of a relative (a very complicatedly so relation. my mom's sister's {my masi} brother inlaws nephew. cousin nephew) so yeah, its kinda complicated and a funny relation web.

so this idea stuck my mom's mind in dec 2010, to which i had clearly said a NO. and i thought mom had forgotten about it after that. but to my surprise, mom hadnt. and she again raised it after 5 months on may.
again somehow i managed to wave it off me. but this time my mom crossed all limits possible. she spoke to the relatives an also fixed the date of meeting the boy's family last week and went ahead with all the procedures without informing me or discussing it with me.
and as i have mentioned it earlier, i was always against this proposal.

you all must be wondering, WHY??????
well, the reason for me being negative since day one about this proposal was extremely simple and clear in all means possible.

• this proposal was happening within the family. 
• the boy wasnt mature enough to take such a big responsibility.
• he was a mom's boy (pet to his mom, and would agree to anything n everything she says).
• he wasnt financially independent.
• did not know wat kinda girl he would want as a life partner.
• was in a relationship and was being forced into a marriage with me and did not have the guts to oppose and stand up for his love. 
• we did not know each other at all.
• and of all.........i did not like him or respect him for all that he was.......is.

so yeah, my reasons r clear. and also........i knew if i did say a NO, it would spoil the internal relations in the family among elders.

still, inspite of making everything so clear my mom went ahead and spoke regarding this proposal and went ahead with a series of meetings.
meeting the family (elders------elders)
meeting the boy (my parents--------boy)

and imagine my horror, they boy's family or the boy himself hadnt seen me and were ready to get us engaged.
i, being an independent girl through out fought and fixed a meeting with he boy.
meeting the boy (the boy, his brother---------me, my uncles)

and i wont lie to u all, this meeting was just a formality.
i knew my answer! it was a NO! (At any cost)
so yeah, as soon as the NO was out..........there was this big chaos in all the 3 families.
my mom and her brother were forcing it on me and so was the mediator family.(According to them, this was the best proposal i would have got in my life. be it till date or in future)
the boys family was obviously ready (in the boys house, his grandpa decides such things and he had said a yes to me, without even meeting me ones. but bcos he had said YES, the boy had to agree).

so according to the elders the engagement was to be held on sunday. early evening!
but i, said a NO and stood adamant on my decision.
sunday morning my uncle (dad's younger cousin {whom im extremely close to} came down from mumbai only for me) and dad went to the boy house and gave them my negative answer towards this proposal.
and after an hour...i went there only to land up seeing shocked faces.
yeah, in a marwari community (one of the most conservative Indian communities) a bride or to-be-bride doesnt go to the in-laws house or to the house whr the proposal in being spoken at without any prior information or permission.
so i went there and cleared my stand, by informing them that:-

• the reason y i said no to ur son was, i need time to think abt him and this proposal.
• engagement is to quick a step for a life long relation and decision.
• also kindly do not assume i have any affair with someone else so im rejecting ur son.

so very politely and in a neat manner i put across my view on this proposal and got back.
the next thing i got to hear is.......

• the boy's family themselves rejected me.
• their reason was:- girl is to bold, not homely and might be having an affair.
• very out going. 
• drinks
• smokes
• and is a lesbian. (why??????? bcos my FB albums show pics with more of girls than boys)

extremely stupid excuses?????? yup, i know! and even my family realized it soon after hearing such stuff. 
and bcos there were still some kinda awful fights going on, i made up my mind and came to mumbai along with my uncle (who stays here with family).
and yes, im enjoying it here and also watching all the cheap fights happening back there in chennai (my home town).
not fights but arguments between the boys family, the mediator family and my family.
and trust me....the boys family disgusts me with their thoughts, beliefs and ways.

its funny to know that even in today's world we get to see such families and learn about their beliefs............its just so NOT ACCEPTABLE.
i honestly pity the girl who would later be a part of that family.

god save the girl!!!
and bless these people with some brains.

and as i had mentioned earlier......yes, bcos this was a proposal in such close internal family relations.......the relation did get bitter and a lot of abusing, accusing and taunting happened.
which obviously left no prospects of getting ok in future anytime soon.
im sure it would take a few years till all is okay......

but all i would like to say is.......its not always the kids who r wrong. at certain places the parents should realize and understand that even we have the ability to see the good/bad and think good for ourselves as well as the family in general.
we do not always stand against you, but bcos u (parents) r always genuinely worried for us (kids)........u at times do not see wat would happen if things dont work out positively. thats were v try to prove u that we r ur kids and ur upbringing hasnt gone wrong anywhr AND u can feel proud of us.

so if any parent reading this, kindly sit back and think, atleast ones when ur child stands up against u. and for all of my age/below/above.......always have a reason, valid reason to go against ur parents.
make ur parents feel proud of u. not ashamed of ur birth.

i hope u all get to learn something out of this.
take care all!!

keep smiling!!! and spread smiles.......millions of it!

days and nights!!!

hey!!!

this is about the days and nights i spent with my guy...the best moments still fresh in me.
might be weird when u read it...but my mind is filled with it. spilling it out!

i remember the days when he shifted from his company guest house to a flat. far from my place...but dis distance never kept us apart. i was completing my final yr and he was working.
at 1st it was about settling down. furnishing the house with the most basic stuff, the most necessary stuff. how long he was to stay here was unknown. so major furnishing was not in picture.

we went shopping together (bean bag, curtains, bed spreads, some cleaning stuff), pillow was from me. he was bad at choosing stuff :P
settled!!! i visited him almost every other day, we did have eyes on us. the flat in which he stayed...the other building people would often stare and may b also passed dirty comments on us....specially ME.
but it just dint matter. bcos ones the door was locked....it was only the 2 of us. and nothing mattered more than those lovely moments v spent with each other. r intimate moments!!!
i remember those lovely things he would whisper in my ears while making love to me....smile!!! that's wat i did...my lips did.
v did not fix a time or day to love each other...just the touch was enough.
unlike a normal couple behaved...r relationship was quite weird. v fought all day long, for the stupid reasons possible and never ever tried to understand the other while or after the fight.
but just that smile when v looked at each other made us forget everything, r fights......r family issues......work or college issues. when v were together, it was just us. we forgot the world for those minutes :P
our world was with each other!

the night outs were difficult...but to stay together v managed all that would take for it. all that v wanted was to b together, nothing else.
i wouldnt eat til he has eaten, i would sleep only after a good night kiss (be it in person or over the phone), i would smile by just seeing his name flash on my mobile screen.....all of it was so pure, so deep and beautiful.
we broke up a 1000 times in 5 yrs and got back. we fought in front of r friends as well. but the love was strong so nothing could do us apart.

he would take care of my silly expenses even if i said "i have money dear, i earn as well. pls dont spoil me"
but his answer would be "i can afford ur SILLY expenses and love to take care of u, pamper u....dont take this away from me ever. pls!!! "
all this was so beautiful and loving! this was my world with him...it was our world!

he was here for about a yr or so...dont really remember. (we were so lost in each other that v hardly kept track of days or time) and this whole period of a yr or so is so fresh inside me even today. all i have to do is close my eyes and i c him...


now we both are married and happy with each-other. blessed by god, family and friends our love hasnt reduced at all...
infact r respect and love has only increased by each day...
we have a new member in our life....our daughter....our little buffy (dog).
the best thing ever happened to us and our life....

thr is so much to say or write rather...the space would end, but not my words.....feelings....emotions.

keep smiling!!!

SWEETS and SAVOURIES!!!!

hey all!!! im back again :)

today im share this incident that happened with me again and again...and is still happening...

im not a sweet or savouries eater. but of late i have been indulging myself in to eating lots of sweets and savouries. how this change happened?????
well, i had gone with my mom to the busiest side of Chennai. the main market area. and there as i was feeling thirsty and hungry...mom took me to a hotel near by.
at 1st when i saw it...i wasnt much impressed by it. as it was plain....no major interiors, or uniforms for the staff...no AC....just a very simple and plain looking hotel.
we sat....ordered snack (samosa, almond flavoured milk and some local savouries) to eat.
when the staff got it in plain looking steel plates, i was just off....but the moment i had a bite................all was gone.
ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..................lovely!!!! yummy!!!!!!!!!!! that's all i said and thought.
i was actually enjoying the taste of snacks and the milk was just so tasty that i had another glass of it. :P

then we went to the inner hall where mom and i saw big stalls of sweets and variety of colorful sweets displayed......the service was fantastic. :)
well mannered staff...polite and also smiling faces!!!!

they offered us a variety of small bites to taste before we finalised on the sweet we wanted to get packed for home. and trust me.....in the name of taste i actually was enjoying the process of having all variety for free :P

quite an cheap behavior :P but come on.......the sweets were so tasty. i just couldnt resist myself from having them.
the owner came out...and very simple looking man again and smiling face.
very intelligent, polite, calm and down to earth. he helped us settle on the variety v wanted and personally went inside the stall to pack it for us.
also gave us his card with number so v could get back with suggestions or comments.

they also have food...and catering services. they also do door delivery, but that depends on the amount of the order.
and also have an web site coming soon for services. :)

it was a wonderful experience and a very different one as well.

when i came out of the hotel, all i could tell mom was..........thank you! you have helped me break the image of simplicity and show off very easily and neatly.
this hotel isnt big...not expensive either...but definitely worth the money we spent. unlike the star hotels were all it matter is the rates and ambiance.

the best experience till date.......

name of the hotel:- RAMKRISHNA BHAVAN
                             Chennai
                             (opp. high court)

do try it if u guys in Chennai and if u ever visit Chennai......this place is worth the visit.

take care all!!!
god bless u and keep smiling :)

VARANASI !!!!! :)

hey all!!!
today im gonna share this most fun loving trip i had with my sister in north India.
VARANASI!!!

yeah, this is the place i went along with my sister. only the 2 of us...and what fun it was.
the whole of trip v were traveling an traveling. but also enjoyed :)

our flight to Lucknow was from B'lore...and bcos v were in Chennai v had to travel to B'lore to catch r flight.
wake up at 3a.m to get ready and leave by car to B'lore (5 hours journey).
reach B'lore and caught in the traffic, some how v fought the traffic and reached the airport.
checked in and wat do sis and i do......shop!!!
girls!!! u cant expect much :P

inside the flight...v slept like a log. 5 hours flight....B'lore to Lucknow flight is never direct. connecting flight, had a stop at Delhi. but luckily no change of flight so v slept through the stop as well :P

reached Lucknow at 6 in the evening, uncle was waiting for us. had some Indian deep fried snack along wit tea. head to "Sitapur" small town in U.P are home. :)
again fight the traffic in Lucknow and the trucks traffic in the highway and reach Sitapur....took us lotta time. reached at around 10. bro, sis in law, aunt, grandpa...all welcomed us wit love. spoke spoke and spoke till 1 in the night and slept.
woke up at 4.30 and headed to Varanasi by 7. looooooooooonnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggggggggg................drive. reached around 3 and v were so tired and exhausted of the drive. also....v hadnt stopped anywhr in between so the 1st thing v wanted was to use the loo :P
after  reaching Varanasi v had to search for the relatives house. task!!!!
search got over around 4 and this was the worst situation. both of us shamelessly rushed to the loo as soon as v reached home thr.
relaxed.....and then it was a full on fun trip. evening v aimlessly roamed the streets of Varanasi. next day...temples. most of the temples.....and again streets in the evening :P
again the next day temples...and evening at another relatives place.
again the next morning was at temples and the noon v had to travel back to Sitapur. so it was a long long drive again followed by travel again on the next day.
v had to get back to B'lore....so it was again the same travel plan. sitapur to Lucknow. then to Delhi...and last B'lore. and in B'lore...as the flight was late, v reached reached late.
when v reached B'lore, v were tried. still....v shopped again :P
behaved like fools i tell u.

then had a night train to Madurai (small town in Tamil Nadu). our birth place...home!!!
so basically......from 18th April to 23rd April, sis and i only travelled.
when v got home all v could think of is......AC and r bed. sleep deprived, lack of proper food and only travel. body was exhausted and so was r mind...so v took good amt of rest and were filled with energy again to only end up planning another holiday :P

well....yeah, this is how cranky sis and i are.
but fun it was i tell u...may b u dont feel it while reading this. but it was.
and im gonna cherish it till life.

take care all!!!
god bless u and hope u all stay safe and happy always :)

astrology and beliefs !!!

hey all!!!
back again and today im gonna write on a topic that most of us just dont understand and if v do....its basically the saga's r elders give us.
anyways...so let me start.

astrology:-

what is this all about???????? birth charts.......planet positions........tarot cards.........palm reading.......face reading........predictions according to various things.....signature analysis.......etc.
so many that i hardly remember. :P

but well........honestly, i hardly understand these stuff or believe. cos the cowards believe such things to satisfy their ego or blind beliefs. not the strong headed ones....v believe in doing and making things fall in place for us and r future.
anyways......i pray. i believe in the being of 'the almighty' so my tensions and problems r taken care of.

i know many people who just blindly believe in these astrology related stuff......and astrologers. and its funny......
they share each and every bit of information with these people without giving things a second thought. i mean......y would anyone discuss family matters in detail with a stranger??? just bcos he/she is doing some form of prayer for u.....or bcos u believe that they are doing some form of prayer for u to end ur problems in life?
its bcos.......v humans believe. when someone says pleasing things in r ears v tend to melt and believe him/her and follow them blindly, which then forces us to discuss all r personal matters with them in detail.

i say.....its risky, unsafe and very stupid of us to do so. there are certain things that r meant to be within the family and try to find out solutions ourselves.
after all god has given us this human form in which v are blessed with the power of speech to speak out (good, bad, problems and all emotions freely) and a mind to use it wisely. v humans have gifted ourselves with education.
so all these good things put together, cant v solve few problems on r own? instead of discussing all r personal matters in detail just bcos v believe they r doing good to us. and not to forget....that believe isnt proved to us, its like an illusion. the astrologers say and v believe cos as humans v r thought to fear god since a child, and so raising finger on a astrologer who is by the way messenger of god....is wrong. a sin!!!

i say.....people, v r educated and have good/bad qualities in us to do some good to ourselves and few around us and strength to bare a little pain in life. and so instead of blindly believing in strangers, please believe in urself and live life to the fullest.

past, present and future was all decided even before v came to this world. so its no point v cry over r past, not live r present in fear for r future.
if ur present is good...ur deeds are good....u can never have a bad future. u just gotta be good, do good and spread good to have a lovely life.
all kinds of emotions r a part n parcel of life. v have to face it...live with it and learn loads from it.

think about it...and rest is ur take on things in life. im no one to force anyone for anything.

take care all!!!
god bless u!!!

late nights........ parties..........and so on!!!!!

this weird thing happened y'day......i was with few of my frnds and during the course of discussion v started talking abt parties...night life.....boozing.....smoking....sex.......drugs......snaps on the papers, magazines....albums on social forums......etc

as and how the chat was on...the topic gained more and more attention, debate got deep and gossips made way into the chat. all the bitching......comments......judgements......well anything and everything was told about people (known/unknown) and even a few arguments took place. but all of this did not change much of wat is true and wats happening around us in today's world.
our talks did not make a difference to anyone in particular nor the society which is very largely being effected by the insect of night life with major wrong doings.

no one really cares.........no one wants to care. everyone is busy living their life and interference is STRICTLY PROHIBITED.

people are happy when u come.....enjoy........click snaps and back home.
there......the word SNAPS........PHOTOS..........the major thing of the party. one would forget mobile...car keys or even lose their valet parking card, but not their CAMERA.
you cant afford to lose the camera, its a SIN!!! people would get a "heart attack" if they come to know someone has lost his/her camera. there will be questions......
how? where? when? why? couldn't u be more careful? this is sad and very irresponsible of u. etc etc etc etc.......
well......come on guys, no one wants to lose their life precious camera. it just happens!!!
the ones u have it, take loads and loads of pictures and put it up on social networking sites for frnds and various other Lister's to view.
sometimes few r again restricted from viewing, but again that's based on how that person is in taking the reality of him/her.

the 2nd major side is BOOZING!!!
oh....u gotta have a drink these days, people laugh at u when u don't drink. unless and until u r sick u r excused. or.......U HAVE TO DRINK.
Pepsi/coke/thumps up etc is for kids these days. not for 16 n above. ur 16......u start to drink.

thankfully smoking is not forced. people respect individuals on that part. its a personal choice. good!!!!

well......now is the thing that's the MOST WEIRD of all.
y do u party?????????????? how often do u party?????? which place do u go to??????

these r certain things each individual should ask himself/herself.

some party to socialize. and some just for the sake of it.
the socialize kind r the party page faces with not much aim in life.
the rest r the ones who have done major contribution in making night life a hit all over the world.

there r also a few, who party to just be seen in snaps. be it in frnds album, magazines, papers or in few gossips lines.
these kind say....."i party to make contacts". do they really do that?????? NO!!!! they don't!!! they simply try to wear a fake face and move around among people.
i know a few. such people call themselves carrier oriented at times and give no importance to anyone's feelings (be it family or friends). they live for themselves and are no good to anyone, do no good to anyone.
enjoy with all but keep ur eyes and hears open, be safe.

my frnds and i discussed various other things as i mentioned earlier......but i felt the characteristic description made a lotta difference in life in the world....so shared.
may be few relate and a few don't. but that's fine!!!!
this is wat i think and feel, but still i respect others and their feelings.
no matter how and where you live ur life..............just remember to
MAKE IT WORTH FEELING PROUD OF :)

good day all!!! god bless u!!!!
take care

pondicherry

hey all!!!!

this is about my trip too pondicherry, went there y'day with my family and friends :)
was a nice safe trip back home. had loads of fun and ate at random places :P

but yeah also had a strange encounter with some y'day........
few things a person should never forget in life:-

• never ever look down on people (no matter wat caste, status, mentality, physical built or looks)
• always know that every person born on the earth has their own good and bad to their cerdit
• no one is bad by birth and no one wants to be bad for life
• its always easy when u accept ur faults and not indugle urself in a unwanted arguement
• never get violent in front of the world and abuse/insult anyone just cos you think u are superior to them (be it physically or status wise)
• never hurt anyone's emotions
• respect people with u and around u
• stay clam and have a smiling face
• people respect u for wat u r and not for whose's whose u r
• learn to FORGET and FORGIVE
• let and let live

ummmm........now that i have said so, let me tell u why i have written so much....
y'day we had been to this place (wont mention the place as i dont want anyone to have wrong judgements abt people or place) where v spent almost half the day.
a group of people were sitting on the table next to our's.
initially all of us felt they good, happy and smart people. (guess all of us were to quick to jugde that group)
and the next minute v see the men fighting, abusing and misbehaving in a public place.
all of a sudden they spoke foul words to each other, beat each other, throw things at each other and creat a chaos. disturbing others around and setting bad example in front of little children there was such a bad scene and also a shamefull situation.
its bad when grown ups forget how they r suppose to behave at times and set bad examples for the kids.
this went on for about 30 odd mintues till the guards arrived to the place and threw all of them out. its funny when girls indugle themself in such a racket and try to defend themselves later as good, grown up and mature adults. boy get physical........all have heard of. but when girls get physical its not a very pleasant site, as we need to keep in mind loads of things.....clothes wearing, place...people around and the most important fact which is ur identity/respect for urself.
was quite ashamed to see ladies like that y'day along with the men in the group.
even grown up's need to grown up a little more at times.

anyways....i hope never ever any kid gets to see such a mess ever after in future and also grown up's think twice before they act upon a situation.

a humble request to all the grown ups out thr................do think before u act!!!

take care all :)
god bless!!!

eye operation

hi guys!!!
this is the 1st time im writing my experience to all of u out thr.
this is about laser treatment for my eyes. it took my 2 long years to decide if i should go in for the treatment as it meant a lot me. being a little chick by heart i wasnt sure of it.

it all started when i read about a girl gettin it done in paper and was satisfied with it. i thought il go in for it. as i have been wearing it from the age of 3. not very high eye power, still wearing specs or contact lenses everyday was a process. day wasnt so bad. but yeah if late nights were a plan then yeah, i had to think twice as wearing contact lenses for long hrs hurt your eyes. plus unlike most people, i had axis/cylindrical power. not eye power. so i had to be sure if treatment is done for such kinda eye power.
after 2 long years of self counselling i decided to go in for it. spoke to my parents as they were to pay my bills.
treatment:-
now was the step i had to take. big step for me as going inside the hospital was like climbing the mountain.
day 1:
at 8 a.m was my eye test, met the doc 1st. doctor turned out to my uncle by sheer luck. 1st question:- wat is the problem? my answer:- "no problem doctor, just bored of wearing specs and contact lenses".
2nd question:- so u wanna go for a laser treatment? answer:- yes!!! 3rd question:- which treatment? lasic or zyoptix? (lasic is a general laser treatment, zyoptix is a customised but expensive treatment). answer:- il discuss it with dad and get back in a moment doctor. (reason why i called my uncle doctor is...he hates being unprofessional while in duty)
spoke to dad and got approval for zyoptix ofcourse. should have known dad would never say yes for anything general. a little to protective so perfers things that are expensive and show a bigger tag. :P
it was zyoptix then...
tests started....4 long hours of tests i had to prepare myself for.
1st few tests were fine...no eye drops just look into the system and results out.
retina test was the most difficult one. had to bare the eye drops for 5 times. then the retina test....ah.....i yelled my heart out loud. everyone in the room went silent and were surprised as to wat kinda girl i was. little chick i say :P
got approval from all the doc's for the laser treatment. i was happy to hear my "eyes were fit to bear the laser rays".
day 2:-
early mornin at 8.30 was my operation. had to again bare the eye drops for about 10 times. they were pain killer eye drops. and then had to go inside the operation theater. just before the sister applied some drops over my eye which made it numb. i couldnt feel my eye lids. inside the the operation theater....i enter and c the laser machine...HUGE!!!
uh........i ran out of the operation theater and had 2 sisters running behind me, catch hold of me and drag me inside the OT.
lay on the operation bed and the operation about to start. doctor kept talkin to me around throughout the operation so i can relax and not worry. 10 min.....and the operation ends.
one line from doc and im jumping all around inside the OT. "your operation is successful" phew....no one in the world can imagin my sign of relief and happiness. i come out running again (with joy this time) and get caught by sisters again. why???????? after the operation i have to wear blind man glasses for a month. so i wear it and im out.
wait again....as another doc would test my eye just to be sure of all and give away few needful instructions that are very important to follow. i atek instructions and im out of the hospital. back home...all i do is...eat and go to bed.
whole day i eat...sleep and apply eye drops.
next day again a routine check up for my eye. all fine and a few more instructions.
instructions:-
no tv, laptop, mps, ipod, mobiles, out in the sun or under bright lights for 5 days.
no head bath for 10 days.
i assure doc that i would obey and not give him a chance to fire me.
only when i return home and few min later i realise how difficult it is to be witout laptop, mobile and music for 5 days. my time wasnt passing at all.
all i could do is eat and sleep or talk to my family. i was super bored!!! :(
day 1 to 5 was the most difficult part i had been through till date (atleast i felt so).
day 6 i was over joyed as i could use my laptop and phone now. i was online and chattin. but was cautious as i did not wanna strain my eyes a lot. 10 days and i was the happiest.
11th day i went straight to the salon for a hair wash. i no much water on my face. could enter my eyes and hurt it.
ah.....today is the 12th day and im already feel great. the feeling of no specs and contact lenses........have run outta words.
my vision is clear, no pain, itching or irritation.
no more drops, medicines or glasses. can go out and enjoy life as always.

people who have eye power like me...i would definately suggest this laser treatment to all of u.
its easy, not very expensive and a relief.

think about it and go in for it :)
take care all :)