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hey all!!!!

yes, im back again today with loads of confusion and a little whining.

well today im gonna share a bit of my inner turmoil. as i mentioned earlier, my marriage talk r happening at home. proposals come.....go and loads of tensions.

being in india and from a marwari family, kundali matching is very important.

so yeah, lotta astrologers r being visited. well let me inform u, i have 2 brothers and cousins in r family who r also of my age and above age.......so proposals being looked for them as well. so astrologers house is our second address  :P

and in all this hush push......all i get to understand is, its good to believe in ur birth chart a little but NOT completely. cos these things totally ruin ur ability to understand, think, decide, explain and most of all stand up for ur judgements in life be it for good or bad. and im off all this now....i dont trust any of these things anymore.

anymore, bcos till 2 months back i was kinda trying to sit with my mom or elder sister and find out wats in my future. curiosity took the better of me and i was actually not using my brains for anything. all i thought of was that wat r birth charts say is right and nothing, not even any kinda change.....changes r life. 

but now.......i disagree to all this.  i believe if v r true in r heart, honestly wish for something and work towards it....everything is possible. may b v wont benefit from it 100%, but something is better than nothing.

its easy to regret in life, but hard to fight...and fighting r way out in life with a smile is always a very satisfying feeling.

and yes this fight in life...with life is always more nicer when v have a company. that company whose presence makes all the difference in r life and whose smile makes us forget everything thats wrong. solutions become easier and the difficulties seem nothing.

i found thats someone of mine back, i think....or atleast im trying to fight it from the destiny and convince my destiny to accept it and fit it in its plans for good. for my smile which i lost on my way in life...

this new fight is gonna be difficult and the result is unknown, still....without a try im not gonna sit back. bcos i dont wanna regret things later.

well, i know im sort of unclear in my blog, still, its okay! im sure most of u out thr must b facing the same problems in life. so this situation aint new......

anyways, im gonna keep u guys updated with everything through my blog and twitter.

cant disclose the details so soon cos broken images make no sense to anyone in this world. a clear picture is always required to understand and judge the whole picture correctly.

till then.....stay happy all!!

keep smiling!!

and take care!!!